Ok, let’s be realistics. It’s not gonna happen. I’ll just relax. Sit on my bed. Read my book. Simply live my life, just as I was doing. And this year it’ll be different. My life will be my college. I don’t wanna think about it (not the college). I won’t want it. I can live without it and be happy. I just have to focus on what’s really important. I gotta learn to live without it and be happy. Serously, just fuck it.